Acceptance...yeah. Not in terms of 'I accept this or that'...more like 'Well, there is just nothing else'. I know we already had it on the subjec of acceptance and that there is no thing or moment who needs to be accepted, nor no one who could ever accepted some thing or moment or whatever. It is already without any need of acceptance. That would just imply the idea of some one who accept some other thing, two things.
But my mind got distracted by so many new ideas and informations about this and that which led this simple realization quitly vanish to the background. And while im tipping this words, theres a deep feeling that all of that was absolutly perfect. Every distraction, every (miss)information...even to say that something led to an distraction is absurd. Missinformation? How ridiculous.
This 'here', this 'moment', this 'whatever it is' is all there is. Its already the whole picture. There was never just the 'two faces' nor just 'the cup'. It was just an identification, a focus on one form only which hide the whole picture.
Every thought, every emotion, every thing which arises is 'part' of the whole picture. Its just the habit of thinking in terms, forms, distinctions which led to the assumption that this is better than that, i am here and the flower is over there. But its all together.
I have a sense that the more this 'percieving' of surroundings as one big and every-changing field or picture, the more habits of thinking in divided forms will calm down until it stops.
Like when you stop throwing stones into the sea...by the time, no matter how long it takes, the whole surface becomes still.
PS: Thanks for accepting even my jerky parts
. You are right, i was a jerk and maybe will be in so many moments again. .. And it was and will be perfect, like everything else.