Thanks for this encouragement Jed
Language is the problem... I've been thinking posting here so many times, I've read your books in English years ago and I'm reading them in my own language now again. Producing English with google translate is..
. I'm so fluent with my own language but the one who is writing this English kind of is in the level of toddler. I had a deep depression year 2010 that wiped away English spelling from my brains or where ever it's located, so I can read it pretty well now but not write. I would need your help anyway, while I am doing autolys, as a form of writing emails to my self, and quite often I'm really stuck... So thanks for this rant and I'll come back with better time and start my own topic