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Re: Jed rant, letting go, stimulated by Gromer
« Reply #90 on: July 01, 2017, 08:12:01 am »
No problem.
Problems - in the past. :)

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Re: Jed rant, letting go, stimulated by Gromer
« Reply #91 on: July 04, 2017, 10:03:39 am »
H/A, T/R, money, my looks and a man.


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Re: Jed rant, letting go, stimulated by Gromer
« Reply #92 on: July 10, 2017, 05:43:03 am »
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Re: Jed rant, letting go, stimulated by Gromer
« Reply #93 on: September 10, 2017, 09:54:24 am »
To make things matter. To feel Im doing something that somehow matters. Its not about being the best, but there is this attachment that something should matter. I don't know what Im getting at, so it doesn't matter. See.  ::)

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Re: Jed rant, letting go, stimulated by Gromer
« Reply #94 on: September 10, 2017, 11:11:19 am »
Good... it doesn't matter.

Cheers.

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« Reply #95 on: September 15, 2017, 09:31:39 pm »
Hi.
I do not know if I am experiencing anything but "traumatic" resonated.
If "traumatic" resonated, should I keep my mouth shut for a while anyway? Actually, I do not speak with people. With no one. (Unless the officers and it ends up bad).
Because of everything, I do feel very sober. And traumatized too. :D:D:D:D:D
But I realised one thing. I seem to upset people. they do get offended, pissed off and angry and full upset with me. Two doctors had funny reaction. One of them raised his eyebrows. Second got out of balance.
Yes, and other people got very upset. And some judgemental. I was only honest. Why I am to pay the money for someone deciding to get offended by my honesty? IS not that ridiculous??? How should I be responsible for someone misinterpreting my words? For someone choosing to get offended? And how can I not offend people and remain honest and truthfull to myself and my conscience? The fact that the officer has proposed me the option of paying penalty for offending them (I do not exactly know by what) has left a clear wonder: Am I going to be the totall social cast away just and because of sticking to truth? IS not that dangerous? I can not pay that penalty (they did not charge me anything so far, just threatening..)Well seems like that the pink tomorows are painted in the blue sky.

Thank you for sharing. Like RG has pointed out (to a degree) sometimes T/R is traumatic and my advice to many is if the blue bird of Truth craps on your birthday cake, you may be well advised to keep you mouth shut for a  while. Writing here is a venue that won't get you into trouble, unless I bite your a s s!

Love ya and urge gentleness on the only person you may ever meet and know, yourself.

Jed.

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Re: Jed rant, letting go, stimulated by Gromer
« Reply #96 on: October 12, 2017, 06:43:36 pm »
Last night a little after 1:00 a.m., I awoke to the sound of a shotgun, one bang. And the thought popped into this mind: What if someone had a gun to my head right now and I knew this person was going to pull the trigger. My heart began to beat a little faster and little harder. The ONLY thing I feared losing was the "person" I identify with almost all day long. But a few days ago, as I contemplated what I would have to give up to realize my true nature, something quite different appeared in the mind; I would have to let go of these cherished beliefs related to what I believe certain people did to me over this lifetime....I would have to give up the idea that I was right and they were wrong. And, at that time, I felt like giving up the idea of this 'person/identity/story would be the EASIEST thing to give up. This mind is sooooo conflicted. It contradicts itself ad nauseam.It can't make up it's own mind about anything. I am beginning to see and feel that it really has no substance. But then there are those times when it feels like the biggest, tightest knot that is impossible to undo. But wait, if there is no mind, there can't be a knot....but there is something here that prevents realizing the Truth.....maya, everything is maya...even maya? so then there really is no maya? but you love her, jed, so maya is real? But not Real?

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Re: Jed rant, letting go, stimulated by Gromer
« Reply #97 on: October 15, 2017, 01:09:57 am »
I suggest you go to basics, nothing is real... period.

Start there and see what arises... only illusion... but the mind had to admit that because it would mean it is illusion as well.

Love ya, Jed.

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Re: Jed rant, letting go, stimulated by Gromer
« Reply #98 on: October 16, 2017, 02:44:24 pm »
There's just one thing that is Maya...   EVERY - thing!!   and when one thing is Maya that means there is nothing left.

(sorry Jed but Mischa is looking for attention ..it's a long way through the prairie..)

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Re: Jed rant, letting go, stimulated by Gromer
« Reply #99 on: October 17, 2017, 12:58:23 pm »
You have my attention.. for now...

Love ya, Jed