Thanks for the replay.
hahaha, conversations with you always ends like this...something like: you are not there, there is no one to give, so there is nothing to give, nor to recieve because you are here either... But still we are here on a forum you opened en you control, oh no, you are not there and its all illusion... Advaita blabla stuff, enyway for me. I am human, a part of that is caught in time and matter and I agree to it and sometimes I even like it.... for now. I also am no matter, not caught in time, and I agree to that too....hence for that part there is no one to agree. In spite of that, I stil have to buy food because my body needs it, I still have to have a house, living in Holland it can get very cold and wet out here.. al part of being human and saying yess to that part of my exsistance, and saying yes to that part of my non-exsistance.
Is it so hard to accept that part of you that is still here, cauht in time and matter... you write "I", you write about getting older, you write about getting tired, al human aspects in relationship with matter and time, and still you write about not being here... why cant it excisit together, the mountain is there, and now its not, and voila, there it is again, and wow, nou its gone again...
just wonder...
Love
Rob