What am I attached to?
When I think about being on death bed, I think I have nothing to cling on... except maybe my 14-years daughter, but somehow I think that she will be able to cope with life. What I am worry about is sadness she could experience in life generally (not just because of my death) and I would like to protect her from that sadness. I feel deep sadness even now that I can cry.
But in life I know that my problem number 1 is expectations for certain outcome.
I'm aware that I'm attached to:
- expectations,
- some habits,
- working (even though I like laziness; it is like I'm using work as sort of excuse)
- and probably there are some others...