I very much enjoyed this particular thought or dissemination This is a bit of an aside but related to that so I hope no one minds my asking this here, but have you considered writing a book about your journey to wherever you are now? (Or, you have an official request for it now in any case.
Kind of like, before the Nothing or T/R or Jed McKenna, a bit of the story of who you were coming to this unfolding?
I realize that this may be kind of like asking for the finger pointing at the moon and drawing attention to that rather than the moon, but there's something very enjoyable and helpful (I find) about that as well. My own feeling and experience of these things is that you find markers along the way, little signposts that life snags you with, or that others have left behind as they were making their own way, and they're useful. It takes you from being completely lost and not knowing quite how to be where you are or how to deal with it (or if it even can be dealt with) to being lost but knowing that lost is Ok, and you don't have to struggle with it so much.
For instance, I had a bottoming out once (a light one, probably as much as I could have handled at that time,) VERY much an encompassing emptiness. It would have been a lot more terrifying, and I don't think I could have sat with it long because everything in me just wanted to get away from it, out of it. Basically, "Help!!!" But I happened to have a book nearby which described EXACTLY what I was experiencing at that moment, and suddenly I could sit with it differently, more acceptance and less concern, because somewhere along the way someone went though it and my brain let go of the idea it was something completely horrible. Kind of like, "Oh. This IS a natural thing arising. Ok, if they did it maybe I can do it."
Very few can prepare you for these kinds of experiences I think since it really doesn't fit into the worldview. You're more likely to be medicated, and you would even agree with the idea that you should be.
So anyway, when I finally let myself bottom out and settle (to the small extent that that particular bottoming out was,) a new direction arose out of it that I would never have been able to take before (since it wasn't in line with everything I was thinking I was "supposed" to do prior to that.) So it was useful and had its place after all.
Sorry for this long explanation. But in any case, I would personally love if you ended up writing your own personal story, experiences and journey, that you went along the way. I know this is my own selfish request. No holding my breath on it.