Is that awareness, that intangible thingy the source of our authentic desire or the spiritual sense of rightness versus wrongness within our character in the dreamstate?
The sorce of our authentic identity and ability in the intergrated state of dreamstate?Or the socurce of subtle permission and everyone’s unique pattern and quotidian miracle? The source of individuality of soul in the dreamstate?
This concept let me recall what Milan Kundera said; he said every character in his novel (I think it's the same as our character in Brahman's dream)has a metaphor or essence beyond the appearance of his every actions, thoughts, or feelings. Which is the German term ''Grund''. Everyone has a Grund craved in our heart, that is the permanent cause of our every actions, where our destiny grows.
Just like you said, these all things are only phenomenon within the dreamstate which isn’t ture and can’t understand. What I really care about is that awareness is related to my unique pattern? If so, figuring out that will help me open my eyes to see the patteren or become H/A? Or all this stuff are only the things distracting me from going further and becoming H/A?