Author Topic: Jed Rant.. more on the I Am.  (Read 3593 times)

Elaine

  • Newbie
  • *
  • Posts: 2
Re: Jed Rant.. more on the I Am.
« Reply #15 on: September 18, 2016, 11:00:43 pm »
Hi, it's my first day here and just new reading your info as of yesterday,  so  I'm not sure how to conform to the rules so if I'm not abiding please inform me.  Also,   forming words into sentences isn't easy for me  so am not sure how to do the 200 word thing so here goes....

This  "I Am"   issue has been  a dead end because as I inquire  i get that    there is no I and no AM  in which to have an  I AM  experience.   
To whom has it arisen?   
A Self who wants to perpetuate the  duality with  something  in a bigger  I, and a  wider   AM; as opposed to the  little i of ego and the lesser aware  experiences it creates.
It's a layer of belief of the  Self that has graduated from  ego?    (that's not actually a question.) 
So in essence i  perceive the   I AM as a further trick and trappery belief system to keep duality going but from a   ''HIGHER''   b.s.  perspective that comes off as more enlightened than the  ego and still sought after to be attained.
There really is no I AM....  unless  'you'  want there to be.
Are  "you"  wanting there to be?   i am not wanting there to be.   Are we one wanting the same thing?   Clearly no.  This is where my inquiry is using  ''others''  as a sounding board to establish  where this  root   duality is coming from and why?

This   "I Am"  creates another layer of   ''experience''  with the   "I AM" as the observer??  (that's a question  with 2 question marks.)
 who/what  wants there to be an I AM and why?
for what purpose?    Obviously to experience  some  I AM'ness stuff.
Is that I AMness  stuff more duality?   Is it better daulity?  A  better dual game?  Or in it does it imply that somehow  the  I AM will bring the  dual back into focus of  one through going out into  a dual sense  of  I AM  something? 
If so why choose this game?
The  I am  as   all of it and none of it is further  playtime.  Then why  perpetuate  the illusion of  it as I am?
Is this more internal/external  ideas  fun game play dreamtime? 

 ??? :o

« Last Edit: September 18, 2016, 11:10:57 pm by Elaine »