INVISIBLE GURU FORUM

Dear XXXX:

Thank you for your question. I have dealt with that issue numerous times on the old forum. I'm not willing to spend much time on it here because it has nothing to do with your realization(s), H/A and T/R.

If you can't come up with questions that directly relate to yourself then you are just taking up space that could be more productively use to assist other forum members who can.

I am modelling out a laser like focus in order to move folks further. I won't tolerate distractions from my purpose and my outcome for you. Saying I did this or I did that is precisely the positionality/personality that is counter to self-realization. I have never done anything in my life, ever. There is no me to do it and nothing ever happened. Realize that about yourself and we will be making some headway. Focus, focus and more focus. Any wandering onto non-productive topics will not be tolerated.

I will do everything I can to assist you, but you have to be willing to give up your attachment to everything in order to succeed. The biggest attachment at the moment is the need to be right.

You will eventually realize that you have failed to ever do anything at all. Nowhere to go, nothing to do and no one to be. Is that what you want? I suggest you think long and hard about it. It is not to be taken lightly and my suggestion is you might be wise to turn and run for the exit.

NO DIVERSION, NO WAFFLING, NO RE-DIRECTING FOCUS VIA INANE QUESTIONS. THIS WILL COST YOU THE LIFE YOU HAVE BEEN PRETENDING TO LIVE. It's simple, but certainly not easy by any standard. Lose your stories and gain the universe. I expect a lot and am willing to give a lot.

Are you in or out? Up to you and either choice is perfect and has already been made, not by you but for you.

Love ya, Jed.

I dont know. In..out...Makes no difference. I am (or am i?) and that's all that matters and that's all that does not matter. Never did. Never will. Or does it? Again, I don't know.

In further....

Thinking about yesterday's pean to rock climbing and realizing how much time and energy I put into the aspects of that that only gratify and strengthen the ego. And all the time and energy I've put into studying and pursuing wildflowers, birds, dragonflies, butterflies, and fish in the last five years. Made idols of them all, and used them as defenses against the Truth. Hard not to see it all as a waste of time and energy, especially since devoting that effort towards shedding the garbage that hides the Truth would've undoubtedly included the stinky crap I uncovered yesterday. But apparently I had to prove beyond a shadow of a doubt that none of that stuff can ever satisfy my hunger. So I'm IN!!! Done with the halfass effort and penknife that allowed the ego to regenerate every scrap of flesh I whittled off. Done feeding it with accomplishments and accolades. The Force is with me and the lightsaber is whacking heads off that hydra. And today and tomorrow and the next day when that little puke whines 'I want it thus! Waaaaaah' I'm gonna **** slap it into submission and chop off some more of it! Big talk, I know, but I have a well demonstrated laser like focus and dedication to the cause and I'm turning it on the only thing that actually means anything in this illusion. BRING IT ON!!!! I AM IN!!!

in again and again and again

totally freaked out facing loosing grip
at the same time being the heavy boot standing on my Hand, slowly slipping off the cliff of illusion.

I'm so f****** afraid of the lonely darkness below

There needs to be an "I" for something to happen to. The "I" doesn't really exist, so nothing could have ever happened... it all just IS, always and infinite forever.

What if there is no answer... would that be easier?

Love ya, Jed.

For now, just immerse yourself in them and see each as an opportunity to  inquire. ''To whom is this occurring?''

Love ya, Jed.