I'd have to agree Lian. language appears to be geared with maintaining all the beliefs that keep this self as something so obvious, and to question it, as nuts. The first obvious bit of bs is the fact that thought asserts, thus fueling the belief that a central me is aware of such an assertion. I feel by not pumping energy into this situation , it becomes pretty obvious why this self and it's dualing double is so rigidly, and so fearfully maintained.